Hematófago

Rare is when I sleep
And today that I try
Comes that insect
Hungry for blood

It lies upon me
And my spirit overflows
With misery
And hysteria

The buzzing in my ear won't let me sleep
Everything inside me makes me suffer

In the darkness I find no remedy
To my ambiguity, to the rhythm of tedium
An insect steals my entire peace
The chaos of my serenity

With my breathing it guides itself at night to fly
And it duets with my fear
It cuts my rest, makes me its spouse of wakefulness
Its venom makes me obscene

The buzzing in my ear makes me kill it and I stop
The only partner of my abandonment

In the darkness I find no remedy
To my ambiguity, to the rhythm of tedium
An insect steals my entire peace
The chaos of my serenity

I kill that insect and it bleeds from my blood
Then it heals, that doubt that I carry
Who will be my heir
Divine place, a bug in my lineage