Crecer

I don't know the last time I thought
That everything was fine
It would be useless to try
I've been crying for two hours
And I'm still here

Seeing my smile in photos
How do I not notice?
When I stop feeling

And I know, it's not anyone's fault
But not mine either
And I don't want to be here
I don't want to be here

I swear I'm trying
To do more than enough
I want to hide in my room
Stop pretending to be strong

I swear I'm trying
To see things differently
But the chaos I see around me
Clouds what I have in front of me
How hard it is to grow

Seeing my smile in photos
How do I not notice?
When I stop feeling

I know, it's not anyone's fault
But not mine either
And I don't want to be like this
I don't want to
I don't want to

I swear I'm trying
To do more than enough
I want to hide in my room
Stop pretending to be strong

I swear I'm trying
To see things differently
But the chaos I see around me
Clouds what I have in front of me
How hard it is to grow