Martirio

Alone...
Incredibly alone!
Living the drama of waiting for you,
Today...
Tomorrow...
Always the same...
Pain that bites the flesh,
Wound that makes me scream,
Shame of not forgetting you,
Even though I know you won't come!
Alone!
Terrifyingly alone!...
Like those who are dying,
Those who suffer,
Those who want,
That's how I am... because of your cruelty!

Without understanding,
Why I love you...
Or what punishment from god
Condemned me to the horror
Of it being you, you,
Only you...
No one in life but you
Is what I desire...
And between laughter and mockery
I dragged my love
Calling out to you!...

Fever
Of cursed passions,
That one carries from other lives
And suffers until death...
Pain of a lost beast,
That wants to escape the dagger,
I writhe without hands
To free myself from your evil...
Alone!...
Mercilessly alone!...
While my conscience screams
Your betrayal
Your absence!
Today... Tomorrow...
Always the same...