Resucito

I rise again with a pair of balls
without having to explain myself to anyone.
And I search through all the drawers
just in case it’s hiding from the air
and I can’t find it either outside or inside.

I rise again in every corner and you see
sometimes sooner than later
I try to unzip her pants
but I don’t know where I put the key
and I can’t find it even though I get close sometimes.

Yesterday doesn’t exist since you left...

Living every day
not giving a damn about what I did yesterday
fuck!
Dying every night
even though I know I won’t remember it.
Why?

I rise again and sometimes slowly
I manage to remember something
but then I feel so lonely
that if I’m not out looking for her, I don’t go out
and I can’t find her even though I need her.

I rise again and a couple of times
without wanting to, I’ve managed to hold her in my arms.
Always without giving explanations
she slips away and says this never happened
and I can’t find her and it tears me apart inside.

Yesterday doesn’t exist since you left...

Living every day
not giving a damn about what I did yesterday
fuck!
Dying every night
even though I know I won’t remember it.
Why?