Carpe Diem

I know I was a real jerk
Who never dared to try
I wanted to charm everyone
My messages online
Just a total seducer

To fill that dark void
But listen to me closely
I know I messed up
I’m not the only one to blame
And I think there was something unresolved
Unresolved

Where are our kisses?
Watching you paint from afar
With so much truth
Girl, I miss you so much

And I’m melting away
Where’s our way of being and talking?
The songs from The New Abnormal
That I sang to you in dreams every morning

Today panic embraced
My wounded heart
Seeing your picture conquering the world
I saw your hand on him

And that’s when I crumbled
I wanted to see how you’d fall together
And I know it’s true
That I can’t accept
Even if you erased four years with just saying: Seize the Day

Where are our kisses?
Watching you paint from afar
With so much truth
Girl, I miss you so much

And I’m melting away
Where’s our way of being and talking?
The songs from The New Abnormal
That I sang to you in dreams every morning

I messed up
I admit I messed up
But the blame is over now
Because it was external and came from other wars

Where are our kisses?
Watching you paint from afar
With so much truth
Girl, I miss you so much

And I’m melting away
Where’s our way of being and talking?
The songs from The New Abnormal
That I sang to you in dreams every morning