Todo Es Una Mierda

I'm thinking about not thinking again
Because every time I do, I fall into reality
And I don't like it, how am I going to like it?
If I didn't choose to live, but I choose to jump

Let go of my hands
If you don't like how I bleed
If you can't see my pain
How are you going to heal it

Yeah
Sharp blades on cracked skin
Uuuh, yeah
Pain in the eyes that fade

I feel like nothing will change
I get up again and everything is shit
I think about calming this anxiety
When I'm closer, it hits me harder

What else am I going to stop to fix?
Even if I try to change
All of this is shit
There's nothing that can take me out of this darkness that torments me inside

And I can't explain how everything changed
A sorrow that's inside
Lodged within me
I have empty hands, I no longer hold the heart
But I had it in my fist until it bled

And tell me
How do I get rid of the cyst
Of my bad thoughts?
That don't let me fall asleep
And turn off my dreams

Yeah
Sharp blades on cracked skin
Uuuh, yeah
Pain in the eyes that fade

I feel like nothing will change
I get up again and everything is shit
I think about calming this anxiety
When I'm closer, it hits me harder

What else am I going to stop to fix?
Even if I try to change
All of this is shit
There's nothing that can take me out of this darkness that torments me inside

And if I die, it will be alone
Firm but always alone
Begging for company
Because everything is shit
When we are alone

And if I die, it will be alone
Firm but always alone
Begging for company
Because everything is shit
When we are alone