Como Quererte

So much love inside and so little outside
I have been in quarantine for 27 years
You were at a party doing the dog in the alley
Me changing the world with my themes

Crying at grief and shouting at hate
Nobody understood me as well as that sheet of paper
Man and his ego corrupting everything
And everything I care for dies leaving me alone

The balloon cries alone and the man with his dola
Murderer, human being armed with his wolf skin
Let them eat her if she doesn't cooperate
There will be no tomorrow for your children if you do not take care of the now and it evaporates
Time evaporates and I want to pa' mine every one of my hours
I feel how anxiety hugs my Thorax
And he whispers to me that where are the shots from?

And how am I going to love you
If the flowers no longer grow here
And the waves hit harder
The time I spent understanding you melts away in my hands.

It's hard for me to be happy the older I feel
Could it be that Peter Pan had to leave his seat?
"Never ever" is not there or maybe I can't find it anymore
I was behind the glass to scream in silence
Silence the date of that smile
That caressed my touch like summer and its laughter

I miss many who made my chest quicken
And they left me battered like a stray mutt
and I relax
In a world where I know I no longer fit in
To rip out all my sorrows
And smile again like when I was just a tadpole

And now I don't even understand myself
Waiting for you on the couch
Where you used to sit watching television
Without understanding what he was singing, you listened to the song
My sweet madness since he said goodbye to me

And how am I going to love you
If the flowers no longer grow here
And the waves hit harder
The time I spent understanding you melts away in my hands.