Quizas No

You know
Maybe, I won’t see you again
And maybe, no, maybe not
This will be the last song I write for you

I hope you love as much as I do
Like doing things your way
That you fall for real, that you give your whole life
And end up being more than what I was with you

Last night when you left, I said: This is how I’ll do it
I won’t look for you anymore, and if you call, I won’t answer
But whatever, that whim only lasted that night
As soon as the sun came up, I took the keys, drove to find you

I said: Maybe she’s just going to school, but nah
At least what your mom said was that you were out
And I had to go back, and for what was I going back
As I turned the corner, I saw you coming with him

And I felt my skin burn
I wanted to stop, then you looked at me and kissed him
And you looked at me and smiled
That’s when I understood, now you really lost her

But why did it have to be like this, if I wouldn’t have done it
But it was a fact, my heart was shattered
And the tight taste of this knot in my throat
Told me: Do it for yourself, even if it hurts when it leaves

But maybe not, here the one to blame was me
Because no one loved you like I did
And I thought I could give you everything
I put my life in your hands and all just to love you

But maybe not, here the one to blame is me
I made you my reason and my heart failed
And I cried and drank and got drunk to forget you
And I got tired of trying, because I see you everywhere

We both made a path, I imagined the destination
But misfortune came when you didn’t give a damn
What I knew, what you felt
The nights, the days, what you loved hurt you

But go ahead, for you it doesn’t matter, today you’re out with who knows how many
While I loved you so much, in my room, drowning in tears
I can’t even stand to hear your name
I’ll take your memories, your letters, your photos

I’m going to set fire to the whole room
I’ll put the bed up for sale
That one where you acted out so many love scenes that no one performs today
Rent your skin, your mouth, the sensations you provoke, the positions you place

Occasions I thought you were a woman like few
But there are crazy arrows, Cupid makes mistakes
And today it’s my turn to lose by accepting you’re leaving
That one day you’ll come back, but maybe

But maybe not, here the one to blame was me
Because no one loved you like I did
And I thought I could give you everything
I put my life in your hands and all just to love you

But maybe not, here the one to blame is me
I made you my reason and my heart failed
And I cried and drank and got drunk to forget you
And I got tired of trying, because I see you everywhere

But you don’t know how much
It hurt to lose you after having you and even more loving you so much
If it were that easy, I wouldn’t be here smiling to hide the tears

So much annihilates
Your photo watches me and the bottle of tequila is gone
You in my bed is over, if you call me, it’s over
You don’t love me, if the flame of the one who loves you has gone out

I pay dearly for having believed you
It would have been easier if that day you had left
But I called you, I searched for you, I begged and you came back
Today you leave with all the dreams you once made up for me

But maybe not, here the one to blame was me
Because no one loved you like I did
And I thought I could give you everything
I put my life in your hands and all just to love you

But maybe not, here the one to blame is me
I made you my reason and my heart failed
And I cried and drank and got drunk to forget you
And I got tired of trying, because I see you everywhere