Me Espanta (part. AMBKOR)

But today that you're not here, it scares me
This feeling that I miss you
That life has turned its back on me
How can you forget someone who was your greatest dream?

Today that I miss you
I feel like the world has shut its doors on me
I know you’re never coming back
And knowing you won’t return this time keeps me alive but it kills me

Nights I've gone without sleep, there are so many
It seems like the world doesn’t spin anymore
I ask God that if you’re missing a kiss, let it remind you so you realize

That you need me too
Because this was love from our very first date
A bed that tempts me not to sleep and undresses you
And since then, you’ve stayed as a guest

In my heart and in my life, in the good, my prison
And in the bad, my escape since you came into my life
My wounds have healed, and I win in my heart
That was a lost war

What can I do for you to understand that this is real love?
If I can’t heal what caused the pain
If we can’t carry this relationship anymore
I haven’t said anything, I just wrote this song

But today that you're not here, it scares me
This feeling that I miss you
That life has turned its back on me
How can you forget someone who was your greatest dream?

Today that I miss you
I feel like the world has shut its doors on me
I know you’re never coming back
And knowing you won’t return this time keeps me alive but it kills me

I wanted to remind you of who you are
Because I know you forget too many times
It’s not that you’re strong
It’s that you are just when it seems the hardest

When everyone gives up when life hurts
That’s when you show up and change my luck
Even watching a show, I know you’re always there
Trying to bring me the sun when it rains in my mind

I know, I don’t say it often
Because I know you don’t want thanks for being who you are
But I feel you, and it’s like wow!
With all that’s happened, you love me even more

You’d make a snake noble
You’re the green that sneaks in among the snow
And gives color to the cold white when someone can’t
You do it effortlessly, without expecting what scares me

Tell me you love me, so I know
Tell me what we had was never a mistake
Say whatever you want, but with love
Because since you left, I don’t know if you’re better off

I don’t know if you regret saying goodbye
Because I live remembering you, split in two
Say whatever you want, but just say it
Because I can’t live with this feeling.