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I don’t know what to think, watching this love fade away
What about me, what will you tell them
If they ask, what happened to yesterday
And it’s like, what am I gonna do
I don’t know whether to cry, 'cause you don’t want to come back
Or just start singing, with the moon until dawn
And it’s like, what am I gonna do

'Cause that’s how I understood, it’s not me, it’s you and the person I am
When you’re with me, not having you will be my punishment, I say
It’s not you, maybe it’s me, who forgot what we lived
And what it was like with you, I want to be able to but I can’t forget you, I’m still

Thinking, that one day you’ll come back
Sleeping, with the door wide open
With an extra pillow, that wakes me up at night

Feeling like I’m hugging you as if it still mattered
Knowing that your name plus mine is a failure
Today I’m gonna take the step for this feeling inside
'Cause I seriously feel like I need to say I’m sorry
Even if it’s late and you can’t hear me anymore
The tears are all for you, they’ll never be too many
I feel like I lost the fight and that makes me a loser
There was nothing to lose, I only had your love
But don’t ever leave me, I’m begging you please
'Cause I think of you too when I hear that song
It’s like you’re hugging me, like I can smell you
Like you’re coming back, like it doesn’t hurt

'Cause that’s how I understood, it’s not me, it’s you and the person I am
When you’re with me, not having you will be my punishment, I say
It’s not you, maybe it’s me, who forgot what we lived
And what it was like with you, I want to be able to but I can’t forget you, I’m still