J'Ai Peur

I'm scared
That you don't love me as much
As I love you, and it might be
That your love is just
A game

I'm scared
That a casual lover
Will pop up in your life one day
And offer your heart a new
Love

I can't be generous
I love you so much, I love you too much
Only jealousy drives me
I might be your tormentor
But I'm mostly your victim
Without a word

I'm scared
Like a child frozen in fear
Alone and trembling at the bottom of the bed
Cold from a grim orphanage
At night

I'm scared
At any moment, I can't help it
And I make you suffer despite myself
When I want to know where you come from
And go

I'm scared
My heart can't control itself
Often anxious, always jealous
It distrusts you and me
Of everything

You're all I have on my mind
You're the day and I'm the night
I'm not handsome, you're perfect
I care about you more than my life
We're the beauty and the beast
Together

I'm scared
And if you ever leave me
I know my heart will mourn
The loss of these past years
Marked
By you