Malevaje

Say, for God's sake, what you've given me
That I've changed so much
I no longer know who you are!

The strange rogue
Looks at me without understanding
Sees me losing the image
Of the tough guy that yesterday
Shone in action

Doesn't see that I'm in trouble
Defeated and tangled in your heart
I saw you pass, swaggering proudly
With a deep and sensual rhythm
That just seeing you made me lose
Faith, courage, the desire to be tough

You haven't even left me a cigarette behind
From that wild and fierce past
Now all I need to complete
Is to go to mass and kneel down to pray
Yesterday, afraid to kill
Instead of fighting, I started to run

I saw myself in the shadow or dead
Thought of not seeing you and trembled
If I - who never backed down
At night, anxious
I lock myself to cry

Say, for God's sake, what you've given me
That I've changed so much
I no longer know who I am!