Lo Noto

You call me by my name and I never respond
I’m not that cold, but sometimes I hide
From the things I say whenever I mess up
Today I feel so sad because I think I broke it
And I notice (I notice)

Better to stay still, don’t want to mess it up
I play it cool so this can last a bit
And I lose my patience, dragging through the mud
Straight up rubbing it in that I’m unbearable

And if you accept it, I’ll shut up for once
And if you accept it, everything could go right
Because the answer is to start over
I’m ready if you are too

I don’t want to apologize, I say it with love
I’m tired because it’s always the same
Either I do nothing, or it’s all drama
But I’m worn out from this lack of respect

The things I repeat whenever I mess up
That I’m late, that I don’t smile
That I can’t explain, fed up with it all
A bit pissed off because I think I broke it

And if you accept it, I’ll shut up for once
And if you accept it, everything could go right
Because the answer is to start over
I’m ready if you are too

Half of what I say is to ask for forgiveness
The other half I keep to justify myself
And I don’t care if it’s really mine or not

Because the answer is to try again
To see me happy if you are too
Because the answer is to start over
I’m ready to screw it all up again