Pretended (T.O.P)

Yo, this is the song for my ex-girlfriend, alright?
(Yeah) just dedicated
I promise I ain't gonna hold back, babe
I'ma give it all to you (yeah)
Listen up uh-uh
Let’s go

Acting like it’s all good (right, right)
Should I smile? (fine, whatever)
Acting like it’s all good
Another day goes by, oh, oh
Hey, it’s been a while since I called, just sorry
I wanted to say this, so I called, sorry again
Honestly, I got nothing to say but I’m rambling
I’m just curious if you’re doing alright
Why you asking me that?
Had another drink, huh?
I hate that one word, pretending to be fine
It’s a forced conversation
On the line, you’re silent, just a ghost
My pride is hardened, what really matters?
(I wanna run to you but still)
I’m struggling here, trying to act cool, pretending it’s all good
(If I could just let go of my regrets, if I could just shake off the hate)
I know you’re the only one
Late to realize, I’m sorry, but still

Acting like it’s all good
Should I smile?
Acting like it’s all good
Another day goes by, oh, oh

Acting like it’s all good
Pretending nothing happened
Trying to erase your traces
I’m getting used to it, oh, oh

I need you to come back
Honestly, I wanna say it
But it’s heavy on my heart
Falling, where the hell are you? I can’t forget
(Why?) I still remember your birthday
Oh, no I don’t believe
My smile turned sad, people
Felt like we were close, like friends
Late-night calls, back then we had so much to say
So how are you doing? A lot on your mind?
I still can’t keep the promises I made
Worried, are you okay?
Do you stay up like me? I feel worse
You said I was too much, what’s the problem? I’m still clumsy
Yeah, it’s a foolish late regret (where you at?)
What happens if you leave?

Acting like it’s all good
Should I smile?
I’m acting like it’s all good
Another day goes by, oh, oh

Acting like it’s all good
Pretending nothing happened
Trying to erase your traces
I’m getting used to it, oh, oh

You’re no different from other guys
Why are you talking nonsense to me now?
Your future was more important, right?
(Better just call me a liar)
You did what you wanted, so why now?
What are you saying? I’m confused
Better just call me a liar
Better pretend I didn’t hear and end it here

You don’t know, I’ve been thinking all night
While making you cry, I say goodbye
You don’t know, I’ve been thinking all night
This song doesn’t even touch my pain, oh, oh, oh

You don’t know, I’ve been thinking all night
While making you cry, I say goodbye
You don’t know, I’ve been thinking all night
This song doesn’t even touch my pain, oh, oh, oh