Lo Siento

You always said you would never leave
But that it would be fine
Not fighting for what you want
Only has one name and it's called losing

If I hurt you
It wasn't without loving you, but unintentionally
Just tell me what you prefer
If you have the choice to have or to fear

You only think about how it ends
I only think about how I will end
One day, you tell me: I lack the desire
Another, I think about it and never won you over

I did everything for you to stay
Now I think about it and what I'm left with
Time lost, maybe I have gained
From missing you to saying I missed you

I'm sorry
For making you waste time
For thinking that another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy

I burst
Because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us
If I never understood you

I know
That not caring about the past
That used to kill me, is just growing
That we have never been two
Since, counting fear, yes, we were three

Because we are so alike
That if you leave, I will leave too
The mistake is having a problem
And never learning

If you're going to stay, let it be with me
If you're going to run, let it be on the edge
I know the future wasn't in front
Now I realize it's with you

I beat time and it's not lost
I never remember, but I don't forget
There are more letters that were never given
Because there are no longer forces for the one who wrote it

I'm sorry
For making you waste time
For thinking that another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy

I burst
Because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us
If I never understood you

Because your successes will say where you are
And your mistakes only where to go
What good is the quantity to me
If only intensity will make me happy

Before doing what will destroy us
I prefer to save you and make you
You no longer understand that I can't give you
What I don't have and doesn't live in me

I'm sorry
For making you waste time
For thinking that another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy

I burst
Because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us
If I never understood you

You always said you would never leave
But that it would be fine
Not fighting for what you want
Only has one name and it's called losing

If I hurt you
It wasn't without loving you, but unintentionally
Just tell me what you prefer
If you have the choice to have or to fear