Keşke (feat. BLOK3)

As the years go by, it took my happiness away (yeah, yeah-yeah)
With everyone wearing masks, I can't recognize familiar faces (ah, ah-ah-ah-ah)
Regrets multiply day by day like a lie
Surrounding me, the only cure is time (uh-uh)
The sun went down, the cigarette burns
Mistakes pile up and what’s left are goodbyes
I'm still chasing your pure and clean feelings
My sleep is disturbed as my doubts prove right
There's a difference from the past, neither love nor passion (uh-uh)
I saw no benefit, I can't have you anymore
Lies everywhere, lighting a cigarette
I carried my pain from the park to the skyscrapers
You always looked at me from that side, it’s not a lie
Every day I swam while the place I floated wasn’t dark (uh)
Fairy tales will be told as my mom keeps asking (uh-uh)
My sky is gray as my lungs fill up (yeah)
I was born into this dark system
Your lies were born inside me, my beautiful
Fill the glass tonight while I’m feeling good
I couldn’t be friends with you while you were so uptight
I never set anything up, it’s all real in my head
I found a burnt house, at my past table
I thought I finished the road, I’m back at the start
On the days I thought I was born, I was dead

I came here all alone
I hit rock bottom all by myself, couldn’t find you
I faced everything, couldn’t turn back
I’ll keep you alive like yesterday
(I came here all alone)
(I hit rock bottom all by myself, couldn’t find you)
(I faced everything, couldn’t turn back)
(I’ll keep you alive like yesterday)

I’m finally getting used to it, but I wish you never left
Baby, your scent is still in my nose, I wish you never knew this
That street where I saw you, I wish I never walked down that street
Ah, I wish I never loved you

They say people get used to things, but they don’t
My damn head never forgets anything (never forgets)
My life is always a mess, nothing mixes in (mixes in)
You can’t be loyal without surrendering
Everything got so complicated, I don’t know what’s gonna happen (oh)
With a cigarette in hand, I’m watching Istanbul
I lost everything for this table (oh)
I’m playing my last card for you
The mistake was mine again, I thought everyone was like me (oh)
If you saw me through my eyes, you’d really be shocked
I couldn’t take my eyes off you, you had a clear beauty (oh)
I washed myself with my sins to be clean for you
With a mask of happiness, fake smiles on my face (oh)
One day, those who betray will also want loyalty
If the devil enters my mind, I’ll tear the world apart (oh)
Anyway, relax, that stuff is behind me now (ah)

I don’t feel anything, I’m not enjoying myself
I forgot you in me, I miss you so much in you
(I don’t feel anything, I’m not enjoying myself)
(I forgot you in me, I miss you so much in you)

I’m finally getting used to it, but I wish you never left
Baby, your scent is still in my nose, I wish you never knew this
That street where I saw you, I wish I never walked down that street
Ah, I wish I never loved you