Apnea

There fits a century in this Tuesday night
It hurts more than the worst pain that's been invented
The mirror launches darts of reproach
Today starts what's been finished

Hope threw itself out the window
The insomniac came to live here
Yesterday left everything for tomorrow
And when tomorrow is here, I'll have left

I can't breath
I've been apnea since the day you weren't here
I fall to the bottom of the sea
Scratching the bubble in which you're not in
Impossible to breath
The oxygen has left this place

I gift you the desperate song
As bland as a Monday afternoon
Collapsed, I fall to the bottom and plummet
I don't even have the courage to be a coward

I can't breath
I've been apnea since the day you weren't here
I fall to the bottom of the sea
Scratching the bubble in which you're not in
Impossible to breath
The oxygen has left this place

Haste to surrender and to limp
Descent into spiral, depth
Amnesia from fighting to breath
I wish to surrender in solitude

Oxygen hitting a wall
The pulse tripping without radar
The heart collapses at its mercy
Dying would be better then remembering

I can't breath
I've been apnea since the day you weren't here
I fall to the bottom of the sea
Scratching the bubble in which you're not in
Impossible to breath
The oxygen has left this place