Realmente No Estoy Tan Solo

I drink a coffee with your absence
And I light a cigar to nostalgia
I give a kiss on the neck
To your empty space

I play chess with your story
And I caress the back of the memory
Seducing the pair of blue shoes
That you forgot

And I talk about politics
With your toothbrush
With an view that very analytical
Like when you regret

Really I'm not that alone
Who told you that you left
If I still find you cooking
Some memory in the kitchen
Or the shadow that the curtain draws out

Really I'm not that alone
Who told you that you left
If you're not where your body is
If not where you're most missed
And here you're missed so much

You're still here
Without you, with me
Who is with you
If you aren't even here

I talk with your silk stockings
I prepare a croissant for the memory
Meanwhile I scratch a knee
To this life without life

I sing a song to nothing
And I make fun of the melancholy
Meanwhile I zip up
The skirt of the desire

Feeling so many things
Really I'm not that alone
Only you, that's with me
And you're not with yourself

Really I'm not that alone
Who told you that you left
If I still find you cooking
Some memory in the kitchen
Or the shadow that the curtain draws out

Really I'm not that alone
Who told you that you left
If you carried with the body
But not with the memory
And the memory is with me

Really I'm not that alone
Who told you that you left
If you're not where your body is
If not where you're most missed
And here you're missed so much

You're still here
Without you, with me
Who is with you
If you aren't even here