Cenizas en el aire

I'm losing gas
about to crash again
Can't you see I'm losing altitude
I need your help to stand

I've been checking in the files
looking for reasons where I never looked
Time moves determined from the enemy field
without stopping

I'm in the middle of the road, in the middle of life
if I'm lucky maybe
I want to wake up every day
and welcome you again

There are things I'd rather not see
there are others that I couldn't see when looking
The dreams I can't remember
are like the songs I can't compose

There are offers I can't refuse
there are pacts I'll never break
The hands I don't want to shake
are the ones signing the laws
I can't obey

My head in the lion's mouth
I'm a very undecided tamer
I have style but I'm a bad player
I deserve the consolation prize

The bonfire of vanity went out
ashes spreading in the air
It seemed like a game
and in the end more than one ended up badly
burning

I'm in the middle of the road, in the middle of life
if I'm lucky, maybe
I want to wake up every day
and welcome you again

There are things I'd rather not see
there are others that I couldn't see when looking
The dreams I can't remember
are like the songs I couldn't compose

There are offers I can't refuse
there are pacts I'll never break
The hands I don't want to shake
are the ones signing the laws
I can't obey
there are days when I'm really bad
there are days when I'm mysteriously good
The bonfire of vanity went out
ashes in the air spreading