Shonen Shoujo

In the corner of the courtyard, I’m just lounging around, staring blankly
Like I’m gazing at the clouds, I’m vaguely looking at the future
Will things change someday? That girl’s smile that I love so much
Those idiots were so foolish, but will they grow up too?
Right now, that guy who just dropped the hit is
Dead from a car crash last winter after a year
At that time, everyone was just standing around, feeling empty
My mom was crying, holding onto a dirty blanket

The girl I admired ran away from a guy, stressed out
She laughed, saying she became a little chubby, pulling her cheeks
On my right hand, a ring with a bad vibe and a rusty bracelet
Giving up is easy, just sip on some coffee

Wandering through the night city, lost in old stories
She laughed and cried, saying things like that happened
Still, I couldn’t say, "Hang in there, hang in there"
Goodbye, goodbye, at least I waved while smiling

Little by little, I got good at giving up
I thought enduring would be for others’ sake
Stacking up reckless dreams and bitter tears in my memory
Those buried feelings are clawing at my chest

"Why are you here? Just run away right now
If you can’t breathe like you wanted, it’s the same as dying"
Yeah, I too, you too, can be reborn anew
Let’s stop hurting and laughing at each other

In the freezing night, being alone, we made mistakes
With too many heartless people, we got strong for nothing
Still, still, I want to believe it’s not a mistake
Goodbye, goodbye, my bravado melted into the night

In the corner of the courtyard, I’m just lounging around, staring blankly
Like I’m gazing at the baseball team’s practice, I’m vaguely looking at the future
Have I changed? Sometimes I get scared and feel uneasy
The guy who dropped the hit is laughing and running around

Carrying each of our anxieties
Each of us was moving toward the future
Each of us held onto our pain
Each of us stood here today
What is it?
What is it?
Tears are overflowing, but it can’t be helped
Goodbye, goodbye, let those memories fade away

If tomorrow continues, I don’t need memories
Just feeling this heaviness in my legs, I kicked it into the river
Still, still, I can’t let my tears dry up
Goodbye, goodbye, at least I cried while smiling.