quimera

I blur the air, I have forgotten to love
I twist back on your side of the bed
In case you show up with my keys

I imagine you without sleep
Reading the walls
Erasing names I never was

I search for you in the belongings
As if you were to return

I rename you again
On some torn page
Unforgetting the pains

I imagine you without sleep
Reading the walls
Erasing names I never was

I light the tar
In case you appear in the smoke
The windows fog up
The little eyes ask for calm

I imagine you without sleep
Reading the walls
Erasing names I never was

I thought about getting up
Making you a throne
And burning it like all

The farewell is ending for me
You kept peace in me
My heart bursts
I seek air in my lungs
I left you my inspiration

I light the tar
In case you appear in the smoke
The windows fog up
The little eyes ask for calm

I light the tar
In case you appear in the smoke
The windows fog up
The little eyes ask for calm

I light the tar
In case you appear in the smoke
The windows fog up
The little eyes ask for calm

For you, for whom if not