Estoy Tan Vacío

Tell me if I was the one who turned off your light
If my silences left you out in the cold
There are burdens heavier than the body itself
And nights that don’t forgive even fate

I saw your eyes cloud over like winter
And even knowing it hurt, I slipped away slowly
Like someone running from their own reflection
Because they fear seeing what they've caused

And now I keep what’s left of us
In the cracks of a tired heart
If you ask if I’m still here
I swear, I’ve never left

I’m so empty, so broken inside
Like an old lantern without fire, without wind
And even if time splits us into two paths
There will always be a piece of you in my fate
I’m so empty, so full of your name
So full of what we were, and are no longer

You touched my soul where no one reaches
Healed wounds I didn’t even remember
By your side, I learned that love ages
But it never, never wears out

I drank from your laughter, slept in your sadness
Wandered through your chest like it was my home
And even if the world screams that it’s too late
I still hear your voice in the early morning

I know your fears like I know my own
Two old warriors trembling in the cold
And even if I can’t hold your hand anymore
I feel you on my skin, I feel you here, so close

I’m so empty, so broken inside
Like an old lantern without fire, without wind
And even if time splits us into two paths
There will always be a piece of you in my fate
I’m so empty, so full of your name
So full of what we were, and are no longer

I still pray for you when I can’t sleep
When the soul bleeds in silence
One day, when I fall to my knees
I’ll say it all without fear
What I held back out of shame
What I lost out of clumsiness
What I loved without saying it
What died inside me

I’m so empty, love, so hollow and cold
That your memory is the only thing alive
And if tomorrow there’s nothing left
If life pushes me towards another dawn
At least take this truth with me
I loved you without pause, and I still breathe in your forgetfulness