Es Tan Dificil

I'm trying to build my new life without your love
and I've come so far
that I almost forget you
but when I remember you
I want to be with you

I'm still not sure
that forgetting you is good
but I never doubt
how much I love you

because my story is linked with your story
because my wound is linked with your life
and even though sometimes I remove you from my memory
I haven't been able to erase you yet

It's so hard
to get used to another body, another girl who doesn't kiss me the same
It's so hard
to get used to other hands that don't caress me the same

It's so hard
to know that I can't kiss you
to know that I can't kiss you

It's something terrible that is killing me
knowing that you live but far from my hands

I want to fall in love with other dreams where you don't appear
but even my shadow
reflects your face
and no matter how hard I try
I can't do anything

When I'm alone
my conscience speaks to me
accuses me and blames me
for your indifference

Or maybe my conscience is unconscious
and wants to make me see that you never failed
and in that doubt I almost lose my mind
so I don't know if I should forget you or forgive you

It's so hard
to get used to another body, another girl who doesn't kiss me the same
It's so hard
to get used to other hands that don't caress me the same

It's so hard
to know that I can't kiss you
to know that I can't kiss you

It's something terrible that is killing me
knowing that you live but far from my hands