EL DUELO

What would you say to your ex if you had her right in front of you?
That I love her a lot and I miss her like crazy, damn it.

If I messed up, baby, just think it through and tell me if I did.
Don’t ask me for time because that doesn’t do me any good.
It gives me so much anxiety and honestly, I don’t know what to do.
I held on tight, and it’s really hard to let go of someone I truly loved.
If this is a game for you, just tell me straight up.
We’re grown-ups now, we have the maturity.

My heart hurts, I don’t know if it’s from love
Or because I’ve been high all fucking day.
Who would’ve thought?
At the party, I don’t feel good.
And my friends say
That you were laughing it up with someone else.
And I’m shattered,
I went through the grief all alone,
And God never let go of my shoulder (my shoulder).

And I got over you all by myself, babe.
I didn’t need to look around here, there, or anywhere.
And all about that YB, ha-ha-ha.

I dumped you, what I throw away I don’t pick back up.
Don’t forget there’s a crazy guy
Who was always 100% with you.
Then you say everyone lies to you and I don’t know what.
We’re good, today I’m raking in cash.
I’m getting flooded with women, my phone’s blowing up.
The cheating you did, you’re wearing it now.
You love when people look at your face, well, to each their own.

I occupied my mind, I blocked you
And archived your chat, because I don’t want any more memories.
You were just a moment.
I dreamed of you, and that was the last time.
I wished you the best, gave you a hug, and walked away.
I cried while doing it.