Ai, Texas

Biting my nails
Casting a shadow on my memories
In those sad eyes
Is it my fault reflected?
Swinging back and forth aimlessly
Wandering and getting lost
His voice echoes
Beating me up in my head

No matter how much you give, it won't be enough
Any pain is dear
Don't you think so? If there's hope
It's plenty

In this crazy world
I gently drop a kiss
On his dry lips
Is the blood seeping my punishment?
Exchanging gentle darkness
I'm completely worn out
Laughing in my head
Can't kill a single devil
No way to turn the tables
Born silent until death
Don't let me down, if the sun
Shines, it's a rise

'Back then, as usual, we were drinking tequila
Saying we'll get married soon
Laughing and listening to his story...
'You dying is my fault'
... If I said that, he probably laughed'

No matter how much you give, it won't be enough
Any pain is dear
Don't you think so? If there's hope
It's plenty
Prepare yourself
The past was left in the desert
Embracing the mirage of that sad person
Oh, Texas