Dear H.

That light was close for me to reach
But now everything feels so distant
And it all seems blurry now
Deep within me that I can't even grasp
Is where my weak heart is locked up
Shattered pieces penetrate inside
Making scars and destroying me

Come to me, talk to me, deeper inside
Wake me up from the deepest of my dreams now
What if I fly too high too closely?
Even if I burn to ashes and crash down

Those eyes of that wandering boy
Carry an undying spark of light
Feeling empty
I get lost in this dizzy night, woah-oh-oh
Deep within me that keeps going down
Is where the secret lies that I cannot hide
Like how you can't hide it when you catch a cold
It permeates through

Come to me, speak to me, louder inside
Wake me up from my deepest sleep now
What if I fall on my knees?
Will that make things better?

All the wounds I kept within my arms
Would it feel better if I spoke about it?
I go deeper and deeper down