Tanta vida

I left a sip so it wouldn't spill over
We never talked about what we didn't want to discuss
And now what? We had it so clear, and now what?
Doing contortions so you wouldn't wake up
Swallowing every tear so you wouldn't drown
And now what? And now what? And now what? And now what?

Tell your friends that I disappeared
And that you didn't deserve better
Believe your lies and don't ask for forgiveness

So much life, so much life I don't have
To forget what I went through
To cry for those who I didn't see cry for me
You don't go back to where you're not wanted anymore

So much life, so much life I don't have
To forget what I went through
To cry for those who I didn't see cry for me
You don't go back to where you're not wanted

Good weed, hanging with hot girls
Riding out the hangover, spending too much cash
Dancing close with another girl
So I don't think about the one who almost killed me
Some days I sleep because it's the closest thing to being dead

The room now feels like a desert
It gets bigger every time I lie down
Neither asleep nor awake, but at least I wake up happy
Even if my body hurts, I smile if I see you
And I keep it inside, so

Tell your friends that I disappeared
And that you didn't deserve better
Believe your lies and don't ask for forgiveness

So much life, so much life I don't have
To forget what I went through
To cry for those who I didn't see cry for me
You don't go back to where you're not wanted anymore

So much life, so much life I don't have
To forget what I went through
To cry for those who I didn't see cry for me
You don't go back to where you're not wanted anymore

You don't go back to where you're not wanted anymore
You don't go back to where you're not wanted anymore
You don't go back to where you're not wanted anymore