Mal de Amores (part. El Hombre Viento y nosoynadiepati)

I don't know if I did right by loving you, but I've gotten used to it
Not seeing you or your clothes on the couch when you wake up
Noticing myself getting thinner every day
Another night, eating roof in the early morning
Sleeping with anxiety by my side
I thought about going to see you, but I got used to it

Pretending like nothing's wrong when everyone asks: How are you?
To say without speaking, to truly lie
Once again I think of you daily, once again the impotence has spiraled
I see myself locked inside an aquarium, I feel like a child hits the glass

Nova everything is so bad, don't slow down
We've been through worse
We have run away from civilians, lied about with apologies
Don't call me anymore, don't insult me, don't point at me, don't control me
I still have no plans, in case you come and ruin them for me

I suffer from lovesickness
I don't want to see your tears watering my flowers
And when you cry
Grow up with the fear of abandonment

And my pains are my pains
Leave me alone, let me think about my mistakes
Don't fall in love, eh-eh
Those nonsense things are things for adults

I don't know if I did right by loving you, but I've gotten used to it
Not seeing you or your clothes on the couch when you wake up
Noticing myself getting thinner every day
Another night, eating roof in the early morning
Sleeping with anxiety by my side
I thought about going to see you, but I got used to it

Let's listen to our story sung by fandangos
To the beat of my Jose, shivering
To tell you to come at four o'clock in case you show up
And let me be the one who always ends up taking too long
And I see you so happy talking

Of all the things I did drunk with I don't know who, I don't know when
Of the times I lied to you, telling you it wasn't that bad
And now that you're all freaking out
I spend hours looking
The city from above
So that the asphalt never crosses us

I suffer from lovesickness
I don't want to see your tears watering my flowers
And when you cry
Grow up with the fear of abandonment

And my pains are my pains
Leave me alone, let me think about my mistakes
Don't fall in love, eh-eh
Those nonsense things are things for adults