CULPA (part. Ricardo Mollo)

I couldn't tell myself no
And now I regret it
I feel the taste again
Of having lost with me

I invite you to take a walk
And you understand that which has me captive
Look at the demons that inhabit my room
With whom I live day by day

I don't know how to do it, hey
Life beats within me and I seek what will quench my thirst first, hey
I ask the gods if I deserve the gift of being born again, hey
I continue in spirals that do not differentiate between pain and pleasure
Whenever you want, come back
Don't want to come back

I told you to your face that I was okay
But yesterday I Spaced out, I don't know
I have this blame that cannot be silenced
It's a dictator inside me

A noise that only sentences
I carry a stone with me
It weighs a thousand kilos of old beliefs
Shit! I don't want its inertia to win

And I don't know
How to face those who know me
We are lambs dressed as fierce wolves, I don't know
Too many poses without faith, everything falls apart, I know
The lights go out and nothing goes well

I return to the same guilt as always
I look death in the face again
I look at your watch again
But today the needles do not mark my fate

The deformed echo of some pain returns
To which I didn't let go of the hand
A rusty nail in the middle of my reason
I don't want to keep a forgiveness silent

I don't know how to do it
Life beats within me and I seek what will quench my thirst first
I ask the gods if I deserve the gift of being born again
I continue in spirals that do not differentiate between pain and pleasure
Whenever you want, come back

I don't know how to do it, hey
Life beats within me and I seek what will quench my thirst first, hey
I ask the gods if I deserve the gift of being born again, hey
I continue in spirals that do not differentiate between pain and pleasure
Whenever you want, come back
Don't want to come back

I ask the gods
If I deserve the gift of being born
And nothing goes well
I continue in spirals
I don't know

I don't know how to do it, hey
Life beats within me and I seek what will quench my thirst first, hey
I ask the gods if I deserve the gift of being born again, hey
I continue in spirals that do not differentiate between pain and pleasure
Whenever you want, come back
Don't want to come back

I don't know how to do it, hey
I don't know how, I don't know how to do it, hey
I don't know