Solitary Queen

You hide the moon like a cloud
Changing, changing, my heart's been torn apart

With a cold, sharp voice, stop the thoughts from flowing
So don’t close me off with those eyes, you know
I can’t help but remember the past, it’s hard to let go

Pretending I can’t hear, but that’s not true
I’ve been coming closer since the very start
From vague kindness, I can’t cut my lips without pain
If I open the first door, the end of my feelings will disappear

The birds outside the window are free
Changing, changing, my heart is waking up

My withered hands are searching for the light
Am I just piling up useless words in my chest?
I can’t laugh like I used to, it’s all gone

Pretending I can’t hear, but that’s not true
I’ve been coming closer since the very start
From the gentle kindness that came from the end of the world, I’m throwing away my wings
If I open the second door, the repeating sensations will fade away

With a cold, sharp voice, stop the thoughts from flowing
So don’t close me off with those eyes, you know
I can’t help but remember the past, it’s hard to let go

Pretending I can’t hear, but that’s not true
I’ve been coming closer since the very start
From vague kindness, I can’t cut my lips without pain

Pretending I can’t hear, but that’s not true
I’ve been coming closer since the very start
From the gentle kindness that came from the end of the world, I’m throwing away my wings
If I open the last door, the end of my loneliness will disappear.