Bad Apple

Even in the flowing time
Lethargy spins round and round
Even the heart that drifts away from me
I can't see it, I don't know
Without moving from my place
Continuing to be swept away in the gaps of time
I don't know, about the surroundings
I am me, that's all

Are you dreaming? I see nothing
My words are useless
To grieve is just tiring
It's fine to spend without feeling anything
Even if given confusing words
My heart is just in the clouds
If I were to move
I would change everything to black

Is there a future for someone like me?
Do I exist in a world like this?
Are you in pain now? Are you sad now?
Without even understanding myself
Just walking is tiring
I don't even know about others
If I could change even myself
If I could change, I would turn white

Even in the flowing time
Lethargy spins round and round
Even the heart that drifts away from me
I can't see it, I don't know
Without moving from my place
Continuing to be swept away in the gaps of time
I don't know, about the surroundings
I am me, that's all

Are you dreaming? I see nothing
My words are useless
To grieve is just tiring
It's fine to spend without feeling anything
Even if given confusing words
My heart is just in the clouds
If I were to move
I would change everything to black

Is there a future in wasted time?
Do I exist in a place like this?
If you want to talk about me
If you were to put it into words: