Sua Ausência

The day is gray again
Without energy I try to overcome
Because every time I close my eyes
I wonder why it was you

What did I do wrong?
To simply deserve
Your absence is a burden
Remorse will eat me away

I have imagined
A complete heart
Putting together my pieces
I see myself in fragments

Even though I can't avoid
The last look of pain
Left me alone here
I wish I had gone in your place

The last look of pain
Left me alone here
I wish I had gone in your place

I sleep and wake up and it's a nightmare
I see it's the same, nothing changes here
I've tried to face my fears
My desires but I gave up

Suddenly the smile fades
At home, the mask falls
It's not rebellion, my father
I just want to be alone for a while

I know I won't get better
But this way no one gets stressed
Not for attention or for peace
I'm tired of always being the worst

I have imagined having you close
Even though it's impossible, that's what I want

Even though I can only cry
The last day of pain
The dense cloud has passed
I wish I had the strength to get up

The last day of pain
The dense cloud has passed
I wish I had the strength to get up