Longe de Casa

Got a million thoughts and a bunch of problems
I've been thinking a lot
With the world on my shoulders
And some offers
I've been holding back the tears
Everyone's going their own way
I've seen this movie before
And that's how I ended up on the sidelines
She says I have an ambition
That doesn't fit in my chest
My baby, I don't cry, I just sing

Damn, chasing after the cash
Look at this cake, we made another hundred
My life was already a mess before you
I don't feel good

I only see the pessimistic view, it's better
If you don't stick around
It's trouble where I am
Where I'm going
This wouldn't work out

But don't tell me no
But this is complicated
And what you have
That keeps me
Closer to your side

I'll see you being happy
While we both take a break
It's part of what I've always wanted
But I sank into this fog

It's in the air
The more I drink
The deeper I sink into my sorrow
It'll be way better if I stay alone
Remembering you on the balcony
I tried to make you smile
But I messed up your journey
I need to get out
Distract myself
Get far from my home

It's in the air
The more I drink
The deeper I sink into my sorrow
It'll be way better if I stay alone
Remembering you on the balcony
I tried to make you smile
But I messed up your journey
I need to get out
Distract myself
Get far from my home

But you know well
I don't function far away
Whenever I distanced myself
You found where to hide

I need to stay here
I don't want to go back today
When I think about leaving
I remember your name

I care too much
I feel too much
And I say I don't give a damn
I tried to act like that
But I can't lie to your face

On autopilot
There's just a shell in my house
I tried to see a solution
But my vision's all blurry

It's in the air
The more I drink
The deeper I sink into my sorrow
It'll be way better if I stay alone
Remembering you on the balcony
I tried to make you smile
But I messed up your journey
I need to get out
Distract myself
Get far from my home

It's in the air
The more I drink
The deeper I sink into my sorrow
It'll be way better if I stay alone
Remembering you on the balcony
I tried to make you smile
But I messed up your journey
I need to get out
Distract myself
Get far from my home