Suspended Animation (Kashika)

I want to breathe, crying out at birth
Struggling to breathe, crying again
Wanting to live? Wanting to live?
I don't understand, man, I

Even if I want to die, even if I want to die
Today, singing the lyrics

When I put my trembling voice into song
For the first time, my breath reflected in my eyes
I realized

The value of music is just subjective
So, I want to sing
Convey the words I want to convey

Afraid of mistakes
Not blocking
Struggling to be correct
That's what I want

It's my fault, it's my fault
Even if I'm made fun of
Hurt and hurting
Creating lyrics to live

Because what I see now is everything
I don't want to pass by the past or future
True image, move, move
Even if it's uncertain, my heartbeat

That light I once hated
Is clearly shining in my eyes
I'll embrace this heart
While holding onto my true feelings

I want to breathe, crying out at birth
Struggling to breathe, crying again
Wanting to live? Wanting to live?
I don't understand, man, I

Even if I want to die, even if I want to die
Becoming lyrics and singing

If there's a present I want to disappear from
I don't have to lie about either
Sing the true image, sing
Hope and shore are my heartbeat