Las Botas de Charro

How long I searched for your affection
And I walked drunk, completely lost
From loving you so much
I remember I was a kid
And I didn't go to school because I couldn't stand
Six hours without seeing you

Always together, my affection grew
And one day you shouted at me
I like men, I'm bored of boys
And there I go breaking my destiny
And in a bar, I exchanged my marbles
For glasses of wine

I was so angry with myself
I didn't have a mustache, I didn't carry a gun, I didn't ride a horse
I was so angry with myself
I walked barefoot and you liked charro boots

I let time pass by
I fought against everything
I felt the years falling on my back
And one night when I wasn't expecting you
You came back silently
And you kissed my closed mouth

I couldn't tell you to leave
Nor did I want you to see
That I had written your name a thousand times
I just know that I held you in my arms
Letting my pride shatter
Finally, I was a man