parecido a quererte

What I keep of you in my memory
Is what keeps me telling the story
It was similar to loving you
And I thought that smile gave me the green light

To be like everyone else
And act like this was love and I wasn't just a backup

I thought I was the fool
But it turns out that companionship is a human desire and goes hand in hand
With seeing through the eyes that you had earned

It was similar to loving you but not on your end
And until now I wasn't aware

And I think it was always
But who tells my heartbeats, it wasn't enough

I thought absence
Was part of the feeling of having been loved, now it feels strange
To realize that it never happened

It was similar to loving you
But now out loud the story looks different

And there will be a time that reminds me of you
But this too shall pass and the body doesn't lie

I thought you saw it
Something in me, that you wanted me
But this story is already evaporating
Blessed be the moment, that I learned there are those who truly value me