Numbness Like a Ginger

Like an overripe fruit, like a too deep basement
Seems like I can't turn back, what taste is this

One book is too complicated, don't know where to start
I want you to understand me, what taste is this

Pitch-black darkness is scary, can't take another step
Sitting down, the palms on the ground feel kinda cold

Numbness like a ginger, numbness like a ginger
It's not just thirst, it's a different kind of pain
Even with dreams that won't come true, nights that won't end
Let's check the answers somewhere someday
Life exists, even the tiniest things become souvenirs

Feeling like the worst ever, what's up, I'm not at fault
I feel like saying something needy, what taste is this

The worst is being controlled, fitting into someone else's plans
A perfectly crafted miniature garden, ridiculous, right
I don't care anymore, catch you later

Scars might become treasures, who knows
Somewhere someday, I'll look back occasionally

Numbness like a ginger, numbness like a ginger
It's not just thirst, it's a different kind of pain
Even with dreams that won't come true, nights that won't end
Let's check the answers somewhere someday
Life exists, even the tiniest things become souvenirs

Numbness like a ginger, numbness like a ginger
This isn't the end, catch you later