Lapsus

Sitting down to read is pure rebellion
If you use it right, the drug is medicine
We’re right to doubt what we were told
Come closer and you’ll see how we roll

When I get love, I’m like a lizard
I generate thoughts, I’m having fun
I don’t care about the future if I’m not awake

I slowly give in to our dystopia
One day I fell in love and my body ached
I was interested in you for what you haven’t told me
Every petal, every chemical, every lapse

The edge and your dagger are the conversations
The tongue moving fills my pages
I have nothing to do with what that stranger does
Who lives inside me and causes me so much pain
My dear, I swear I’m taking care of myself

I slowly give in to our dystopia
One day I fell in love and my body ached
I was interested in you for what you haven’t told me
Every petal, every chemical, every lapse

Ask me again what I meant
The night I looked at you and felt you understood me
I was interested in you for what you haven’t told me
Every petal, every chemical, every lapse

Every lapse
Every lapse
Every lapse
Every lapse

My dear, I swear I’m taking care of myself
My skin burns when I’m missing something
I have nothing to do with what that stranger does
And what he takes from me
Every petal, every chemical, every lapse
Every lapse