Niente

It's been a while since I don't know where to go
I try to scream but I have no voice left
You say: Come on, we can start over
But I have no more words to offer

Yes, you enchant me even if you don't speak to me
But the sun is out and I can't see it around here anymore
Yes, I had said it would be forever
It's sad, but
When you hug me, I feel nothing

When I sit on top of the world's roof
I realize I'm the same one who takes refuge at the bottom
Of this stupid and fragile dishonest glass
That I drink to swallow the part of me that is not seen

You always talk about everything
But you never have a reason
I, who stay silent and endure
Think of a better future

Of course, what do you think, that I'm happy now
Don't you see that I use the smile to mask the wounds
I'm the usual jerk who always talks about himself
But I do it so you don't see the real part of me
That's why look at me well, now the curtain falls

You know if people opened up, there would be no theater
Maybe I have to lie, show what I'm not
I wish I could love and yet I don't get excited
Because dreaming has made me a cloud with feet
That's why we are close but with different thoughts

It's been a while since I don't know where to go
I try to scream but I have no voice left
You say: Come on, we can start over
But I have no more words to offer

Yes, you enchant me even if you don't speak to me
But the sun is out and I can't see it around here anymore
Yes, I had said it would be forever
It's sad, but
When you hug me, I feel nothing
When you hug me, I feel nothing

You see, I can't do it, I don't feel the same emotion as before
I feel like I'm talking but my body is different
And I see people waiting in line
They're all out there waiting
They shout the name I chose years ago
But mine is not a stage name

It's the name that reality chose for me that day
I who lived my whole life inside a parking lot
I spent hours talking to dreams within myself
Now I look in the mirror, I see the same person

Then I go out of the house and something in me doesn't work
The anger I had lives all within this song of mine
Life is a carousel ride that reverses direction
Then the world is a wrong place with the right intentions
But I am the one who has loved
I am my songs

It's been a while since I don't know where to go
I try to scream but I have no voice left
You say: Come on, we can start over
But I have no more words to offer

Yes, you enchant me even if you don't speak to me
But the sun is out and I can't see it around here anymore
Yes, I had said it would be forever
It's sad, but
When you hug me, I feel nothing
When you hug me, I feel nothing

It's sad but
When you hug me, I feel nothing