Ansiedade

I thought I wouldn’t, thought I wouldn’t
Come to anything but it did
When the feeling hits hard
That’s when shit hits the fan
I create worlds and stories
Where there’s only happy endings
Why am I like this?

The worst part is deep down
I know the truth
I’m living a big lucid dream, unreal
I clung to the surreal
That shouldn’t exist anymore
Why am I like this?

But I like it, worse, I like it
To feel the taste of this immense pleasure
And I feel it, worse, I feel it
I feel like I’m in limbo not knowing what to do
If I stay, or if I strip away
What makes me live but can also kill me
And I don’t care, worse, I don’t care
I’d rather die happy than live without dreaming

I started living in peace
When I left anxiety behind
I started living in peace

I started living in peace
When I left anxiety behind
I started living in peace
(Ah, ah, ah, ah)

Today I remember everything that happened to me
Reliving that day was what fucked me the most
I destroyed my world and the stories with happy endings
I stopped being like this

The good side is that you remade
The best part of me
You were my great lucid dream without an end
I erased the old to let my new self in
That makes me feel so clean

But I like it, worse, I like it
To feel the taste of this intense pleasure
And I feel it, worse, I feel it
I feel like I’m in limbo not knowing what to do
If I stay, or if I strip away
What makes me live but can also kill me
I don’t care, worse, I don’t care
I’d rather die happy than live without dreaming

I started living in peace
When I left anxiety behind
I started living in peace
(Ah, ah, ah, ah)

I started living in peace
When I left anxiety behind
I started living in peace
(Ah, ah, ah, ah)