Eso Es Todo Lo Que Soy

Waking up late to have lunch,
Still don't remember what time I got home,
I haven't showered in over two weeks,
Something smells bad, seems like it's me.

My mom said if I keep this up,
I have to leave, find another place,
My girlfriend says if I keep this up,
I should go find one that smells bad.

Yesterday I talked to my father, he called me late,
He was drunk, said he left home because of me,
That I'm worthless.

Oh, crazy to feel this way,
Wanting to spit in everyone's face here!

That's all I am,
That's all I was,
That's what I'll be,
That's what I am...

That's all I am,
That's all I was,
That's what I'll be,
That's what I am...

Na, na, na,...na, na, na,... na, na, na, na, na, na...
Na, na, na,...na, na, na,... na, na, na, na, na, na...

My neighbor says I'm fine like this,
But I know she says it because I,
Always bring her something to smoke,
And she's thirty-three, and she's thirty-three.

She says she has a daughter like me,
Who's sixteen, who's sixteen,
She left a day after she caught her,
Masturbating in her room.

I'm going out...to walk!
I'm going to find...someone to trust!
I'm going to find you.

That's all I am,
That's all I was,
That's what I'll be,
That's what I am...

That's all I am,
That's all I was,
That's what I'll be,
That's what I am...

Na, na, na,...na, na, na,... na, na, na, na, na, na...
Na, na, na,...na, na, na,... na, na, na, na, na, na...

Right there...in front of me,
A girl looks sad,
Sitting on the stairs,
It's clear she's had too much to drink....
We look at each other, we vomit.

That's all I am,
That's all I was,
That's what I'll be,
That's what I am...

That's all I am,
That's all I was,
That's what I'll be,
That's what I am...

That's all I am,
That's all I was,
That's what I'll be,
That's what I am...

That's all I am,
That's all I was,
That's what I'll be,
That's what I am...

Na, na, na,...na, na, na,... na, na, na, na, na, na...
Na, na, na,...na, na, na,... na, na, na, na, na, na...