Definition Of Ugly Is

When I see myself reflected in the waves
I see my flaws too clearly

I'm weird, everyone says
Avoiding me, now I'm used to it
Even if it hurts inside
Everyone pushes me away
I know
I don't belong here

Why am I so insecure?
Laughing at me coldly

Is being different a mistake, maybe?
Is being special a fault?

Why expect, why say, what's the point?
I'm peculiar, lonely again
Even if I'm lonely
Even if everyone hates me, it's alright
I really don't belong

Why am I so insecure?
Laughing at me coldly
Is there anywhere I can go
Comfort me

Seeing myself reflected in the waves again
I see an ugly duckling