Depressed Because Of You

Breathing up to here, I'm exhausted
Well, I don't care about manners
Already killed by your gaze
Even the bright me shut my mouth
Is it really okay? With that
Is my heartbeat broken?
I want to smile from the bottom of my heart

Everything is a pain
I don't want to deal with anyone anymore
In the hidden side
I can't trust the flattery
I'm sick of the lies
But I hate myself the most
With that momentum, it's fine
It's okay to run away from the pain

What am I living for?
I'm not your slave

No explosive encounters
Just a common cold when we met
Can't catch up with admiration
Dry throat in my head

Silence is a close friend
Hey, sharp knife
Pain in self-defense
The worst normal
Silence is a close friend
Hey, sharp knife
Pain in self-defense
No problem with enjoying myself

Everything is a pain
I don't want to deal with anyone anymore
In the hidden side
I can't trust the flattery
I'm sick of the lies
But I hate myself the most
With that momentum, it's fine
It's okay to run away from the pain