Under My Skin

It started again
Stirring deep inside my chest
The worst version of myself that I had locked away under my skin

Unable to love myself properly
I found that figure
And forcibly destroyed
The unnecessary heart within me

So I reach out my hand
Only your warmth (only your warmth)
Under this skin
I've continued to learn
Melting the cold heart

Not showing anyone
Unable to go anywhere
Embracing the real me
Tonight

Every time I remember
Someone who has left
I feel like
I have nothing but unpleasant traits

Have I gotten a little more used to it? (Am I ok?)
Muttering to myself in the mirror
In the distant past
A voice laughing sarcastically echoes

So I grab hold of your hand
The place where I can feel your love
Under this skin
I've continued to learn
I can forgive my weak self

With you here
All past experiences
Will change for the future

So I reach out my hand
Only your warmth
Under this skin
I've continued to learn
Melting the cold heart

Not showing anyone
Unable to go anywhere
Embracing the real me
Tonight