Deja Vu

I swore I wouldn't fall in love again
Focus on studying and getting ahead
Learn to be alone in my head
Yeah
But then you showed up
With your vibe and your attitude
To turn my whole life around
A déjà vu

I’m dying to be with you
To come home late
To see you for a bit
To lend you my coat when the cold hits
And call you babe
If you’ve got a problem, we’ll face it together
I want you to feel me as your safe place
When it’s just us, we’re not two, we’re one
That’s what love is

Those little eyes
And your gaze
Make all of this feel pointless
And that cute face
Of a bad girl
Makes me cry way too much in the early morning

It hurts me and I’m sorry for loving you
Smiling and pretending everything’s fine

My phone’s packed with notes I don’t know if I should send you
Steal a kiss and if it goes wrong, blame it on luck
I turned around when we said goodbye
To see if you’d turn around too
I knew I’d miss you

Oh
Tell me the time and I’ll come pick you up
We’ll catch a flight to somewhere wild
We’ll travel the world without tickets
Whoa

I’m dying to be with you
To come home late
To see you for a bit
To lend you my coat when the cold hits
And call you babe
If you’ve got a problem, we’ll face it together
I want you to feel me as your safe place
When it’s just us, we’re not two, we’re one
That’s what love is

Praying to God that you don’t find someone better
And at least if you do, I’ll realize I don’t deserve you
The emptiness I feel can’t be fixed by ink or alcohol
Only your hugs heal me when the world crashes down on me