Beso de Despedida

Nothing fills me up, I got used to not having you
Your absence empties me, I wish I didn’t love you
Not seeing you, not writing to you, not even thinking of you
I keep writing things summed up in letting you go

I wrote to forget you, but art doesn’t fill me up
I looked at your photos again and I missed you once more
It’s been a while since I felt this way
But it’s okay to remember because remembering is living

Going back to recall those ups and downs
I’d recognize those eyes in this life and others
Darling, how long has it been since we last met?
But you’re better off without me, if that’s the case, see you later

Since you left, loneliness wraps around me
I still keep some of your clothes in my closet
You left without giving me a goodbye kiss
So much distance, and I like love up close

The flowers I gave you in October have wilted
There’s nothing left, even the birds have flown away
Nights when I can’t even fall asleep
And I just can’t climb out of this pit no matter how hard I try

Feeling like I’m gonna puke and strange sensations
I wish my heart could forget and not miss you
What I want always slips through my fingers
Ironically, what we love always fucks us up

The good love will always be the one that burns us
The one that first repairs us and then breaks us
I hope you find your good love too
I hope you find it so you can also get lost

So you can also get lost
I lost my stability just for a pair of legs, just for a pair of legs