Death Row

I'm taking a lot of pills
I tell myself they're just to sleep
I'm taking too many pills
I can't go on like this

Because living terrifies me
But being dead terrifies me even more
How do you want me to write happily?
If I write to forget that I'm broken inside

I can already see that light
I run towards it
I feel like I'm reaching the end
Forgive me, mom

I can already see that light
I run towards it
I feel like I'm reaching the end
Forgive me, mom

I just want peace

Pressure on my chest, I feel like waste
Anxiety has me living under arrest
I can't give anymore, if I'm just for leftovers
If I'm already just leftovers, happiness to the rest

Living in depression
My mind a prison
Bathing in alcohol
To see if I drown this pain

I can already see that light
I run towards it
I feel like I'm reaching the end
Forgive me, mom

I can already see that light
I run towards it
I feel like I'm reaching the end
Forgive me, mom

I just want peace