ANGUSTIA

Wandering aimlessly down the street, not thinking,
dying of disgust and at the same time,
dying to feel good,
to feel hope, I hope this situation
won't last long,
it's just a damn pothole, damn it!
Today I miss you a lot, bad streak,
I feel hollow, almost lifeless,
today time is not on my side.

Dark and gloomy nights,
nights of partying from bar to bar,
just waiting, not sure what
the hell I'm waiting for!
and I always feel a great emptiness
when I'm about to enter my house again,
as soon as I hear that door close,
my eyes shut with anger and malice at the same time
Bitter feeling that fills my whole being,
that fills my whole being with discouragement and frustration.

Suffer!, I know you, suffer!
you won't catch me again, screw you!
I won't let you
I won't let it trap me again
the damn anguish, I won't let it,
leave me alone, I don't want to see you, forget me!