Chaotic & Confused

Mascara running down
From these hot tears, got my air conditioning on
Trying to breathe, huh, in, huh, out
Honestly, there’s no special reason
My throat's sore, battling with myself, I lose

You all are so boring
Give me something annoying enough
I’m probably a flower garden in my head
Your kind of scent doesn’t even get me high
Reckless, right

I could die tomorrow, I don't see the point
Living ain't living if living ain't fun

Scream and shout, breathless
Laugh and cry, I’m MIA
I wanna buy the city, burn it down too
A peaceful afternoon
A beautifully crooked dream
A beautifully crooked dream

Am I bitter or am I smart?
Can I go crazy if I call it art?
I wonder who would even notice my weirdness
An orange zebra, just nonsense words
Oh, stop
I wanna be steady but I'm no-o-o-ot

I could die tomorrow, I don't see the point
Living ain't living if living ain't fun

Scream and shout, breathless
Laugh and cry, I’m MIA
I wanna buy the city, burn it down too
A peaceful afternoon
A beautifully crooked dream
A beautifully crooked dream

Scream and shout, jump in the pool
Laugh and cry, let out the youth
Then I wanna buy the city, burn it down too
All in one afternoon

A beautifully crooked dream
A beautifully crooked dream

Scream and shout, jump in the pool
Laugh and cry, let out the youth
I wanna buy the city, burn it down too
All in one afternoon
I am chaotic and confused