Ruido

I've been so, so damn lost, and
I'm still so, so damn lost, that
Even when I find myself, I forget, and
It's hit or miss finding meaning, 'cause
I think the outside world is just noise
But what if the noise is in me?, and
How much time have I wasted searching where I shouldn't?

And I never saw you
Maybe 'cause I was focused on getting here
'Cause the path was given to me by a clue
With no route and no highway
My reason drew what the eyes couldn't see
I don't know what I can do to clear this up
Maybe I'll just be left with the doubt, and that's that

I've been so, so damn lost, and
I'm still so, so damn lost, that
Even when I find myself, I forget, and
It's hit or miss finding meaning, 'cause
I think the outside world is just noise
But what if the noise is in me?, and
How much time have I wasted searching where I shouldn't?

My virtues and my flaws run parallel
I'm far from perfect, but the world is so dumb
That I think and say, "Shit!", in their minds no one rules
And they don't care whether to use their brains or their legs

It's not easy being who I am even if praise follows me
For the same reflections I have when I say them
The constant disappointments of the world are an alarm
And sometimes I'd spend anything to find a bit of calm, ah

This hypersensitive and excited brain
That questions everything has saved and condemned me
This hyper-awareness that murmurs all the time
Is like good drugs, it can be deadly or pure

I've been so, so damn lost, and
I'm still so, so damn lost, that
Even when I find myself, I forget, and
It's hit or miss finding meaning, 'cause
I think the outside world is just noise
But what if the noise is in me?, and
How much time have I wasted searching where I shouldn't?

I've been so, so damn lost, and
I'm still so, so damn lost
At times I forget
At times I forget.